i live here, by Mia Kirshner

i once had an affliction next to nothing i have ever known with a television show called the L Word, it aired on showtime, and was something planned on by me through the first book itself, determined to fight my anti-semitism rather than succomb to it, and so i wrote a lovely story about a movie plot that would put my future wife, Norah Jones, as the lead special actress within a made up reality of lesbians, that would sleep with each other, and would have he as the only male, initially, let in to their world, it was a fantasy tale about being safe, and the only person on the planet who i would think would do justice to the script that i would write once i got to my future wife, was that the only stand-out apprhensive like quality of me was that i was seeking a fantasy world of safety, my type of heaven on earth quality to it, and in the process i found the goddess, so i knew it had to be real, and the pursuit continues, and it is with much consideration, that i now know i have to marry two chicks, and why not three, so Mia if you want to have children in my safe world, i will marry you too, but i think thats it, i adore the first, or is the second my first, i cant quite figure it out, so i move on trying to make myself man enough to handle two women in less than two weeks time from now, so it is with courage and prayers and pledges and words that i move forward to the next phase of personal development as a scribe enough has been written it is time for implementation and the only plan that made sense was for me to marry lesbians who would carry challenges to a new level, by working with each other to recruit other women to the goddess' plan, and no i dont have to sleep with all of them, to get children procreated, i really could care less about sex, right now i only express it as a way of getting close to my wives, and the only thing that i know about life is this: there is a sinister plan in place to take me away from my utopia, Norah got together with her friends and recruited me for my skills at challenging said system, and now that i offered up myself to her through mental institutions, initiative has brought me to this tectonic shift in priorities from marrying pooorly, to marrying more than one, that is the only thing i can think of, that is the only thing that the goddess is imploring me to find out about, and that itself is enough cause for me to look in to it, but i am not sure how it will be received enough has been written by me, enough has been sung, and said, and communicated to be done with the start-up phase, to move on to Phase II which is recruitment of allies, who is out there, that wants to receive ever-more love right like i am talking about, who out there, is willing to go the next level down to find Her, i am and now i have the two best women i have ever met or heard in my life, agreeing to my pursuit, so i can get closer to what i want and that is to be free, and to set others free, and make my mark on society as possibly the best writer of my era, although Lauren Kirshner might have me beat, for if she is truly better than her sister, i have got to read it and learn from her, and find my own voice, and become a hiphopster with house music, yet much as i would like to believe in the dreams, i still have to wait until the right moment of consequence, when those who know where she is, have to give her over to me as the honorable person overtly willing to chase a gurl for 86.75 months not soon enough will that day come and i will be able to introduce the first wife to the second and vice versa, and then i will say Praise Lilith, all is good in the world....